My God, My God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me? I am trying to have hope and trust in You, but it is hard. I am in so much pain, and it is so difficult to see any light in the distance. I know that my life is in Your hands, but I just want to feel relief. Give me strength, God. I desperately need it. Be with me in and through my pain. I long to feel Your presence. Amen.