Father of Loving Devotion, today was hard. I thought that I was healed and had made it through the hardest time in my life, but my cancer is back. This news is bringing me to my knees. It is hard to process. I know that You are good, God. Be my comfort today. I need You as I struggle to come to terms with this and tell those closest to me. Help me not lose hope in You, regardless of how bad the cancer is this time. In You, I can handle anything. Help me truly believe that. Amen.